if... future...

If it is for my future,
Why am I scared to confront the truth?

If it is for my future,
Why can't I voice out my feelings?

If it is for my future,
Why doubts are still in my mind?

If it is REALLY for my future,
Why not I step up and face it like a man?

Yeah,
That's it...

Step up...
Man up...

Never regret
As it's for the best of us~

Time and tide wait for no man

Thesis

That's what I've been doing recently
Dateline seems to be on Week 10
It's progressing well...

"A stitch in time saves nine."


Assignments
MTH 4603 and MTH 4102
They are accumulating
I'll complete them soon!

"When there is a will, there is a way."


Life
Academics vs recreation
That's it...
I need to strike a balance in everything I do!

"All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy."

Today

Today

Is the day the water supply is back
This morning I woke up at 7am
Filled up containers/kettles with water
And had my very first bath of the day
My last bath was yesterday morning 10am! zzz...

Today
Is the election day of UPM
It's gonna be my last time using my right
To opt for the Science Fac representatives as well as the MPP's
Thanks to Kah Weng for fetching me to K5

Today
Is hot
The scorching heat from the sun
Dehydrated me
Rendering me thirsting for chill drinks
Drank carrot milk

Today
My god bro came to me
He went to consult the doc for MC
Then we had our dinner in Twin Sisters fka 小飞象
He told me he listed out a "to-change" list
A 360° change
I hope he could make that happen :)
And I hope I too could do so

the tired bee

Many experienced ones
Have been sent overseas for works
Leaving some others in the company
Forced to work like a bee
Yet complaints aren't bothered
Since the boss is of the highest authority
Every edict proclaimed
Has to be heeded
Else
Will be sacked
Having no choice
The bee is laboured to the extreme
Fatigue and drained

the ups and downs of life

Test One is officially over two days ago - Yeah~
FYP's coding is finally completed, left the edit part - Yeah~
Thesis is rumoured to be passed up by Week 10 - Sob~

I have yet to have a quality rest - @.@
Though, I have had lots of fun with friends out there - ^.^
Giving me joys and laughter - ^.^

Compliments vs Complaints
Love vs Hatred
Blesses vs Curses

the ups = 7
the downs = 5
the ups > the downs

Happy Valentine's Day (Feb 14th)

Morning - O.R. exam
Afternoon - Lunch in RasaMas
Night - Dinner and movie


There's something bothering me
Deep inside of me
Conflict of emotions
I wonder why
Tired of pondering
Gonna sleep now
How will tomorrow be?

他说

他说 :
“在这一个月里我会很忙”

我的心说 :
“你下个月未就不在这里了”

我听到
一把累的声音
在努力的给我
加油打气

开心？
伤心？

累

很乐意
下课就匆匆忙忙
赶着回家
为了跟你聊多几句话

但
到头来
我得到的
是一句“累”

哈哈!
我还能说些什么呢？
"rest well ya..."
uh...

my CNY 2011

1st Feb (Tue.)
Went to Gemas, Negeri Sembilan around 4pm
Reached around 9.20pm
Flood caused Digi to have no coverage there
wtf-.-...


2nd Feb (Wed.)
Went to aunt's shop to online
Happy chit chatting^^
Happy FB-ing :D
Went back to the new house
Blackout for few hours
Electric supply was back when we were about to begin our Reunion Feast
Thanks, God ^o^
Helped preparing prayer's stuffs
Helped arranging CNY delicacies
Prayed at 12am :)





3rd-6th (Thu.~Sun.)
Happy Bunny Chinese New Year!!!
Angpow Angpow~
Break record ler... RM1285
Have yet to count my maternal family side oo...^_^
Had small gambling and a little beer
Mum mum a lot of delicacies.. :D
Fat ler-.-
Enjoying my very festive days
Never touched a single book despite the arriving exams @_@
Reached Old Flat
Cleaned the whole house
CNY mood is dissipating :(
Have to get back on track
Striving for my final semester

GAMBATTE! I CAN DO IT!