Reluctance

Today will be my last day staying in Serdang for this semester. I'll be going back to my hometown, Teluk Intan, Perak soon. Perhaps an hour later. I'm waiting for Jared to carpool me.

I don't really have the mood to go home now, despite my great longing back to home a few weeks ago. I wonder why. I've been posting statuses in Facebook expressing myself about my reluctance.

Yesterday, I posted:

明天我就要回家了。这个学期就这样结束了。有一点点不舍得这里咯… 不舍得朋友们… 没关系啦。 还有 facebook 和 msn，我们可以继续保持联络的^^.. 去读书的，去玩的，去做工的 或 呆在家的朋友们，祝你们有一个愉快地生活咯！

Eight hours ago, I posted:

我很不舍得我在这里认识的朋友们。如果有人陪我熬夜聊天我就不睡觉。让我怀念这几个月来的酸甜苦辣。

Even though I'm reluctant to go home, I ought to go for some reasons which I think I should just keep them to myself. Hmm.. Actually, blogging makes me reminisce a lot of memories - good and bad ones. Lolz..