Hmm... So, it has been 2 days since I left Kuchai Lama. Actually, I have yet to prepare much for this new endeavor. Yesterday, while I was driving to Gemas, I heard the radio aired 学不会 by JJ 林俊杰 and it just pierced right into my heart.
Emotional as the song seems, yet I was strong enough to hold back my lachrymose feelings. It would be stupid for me to reverse my journey as there is no more assurance for me there. The assurance should be allowed to persevere with time despite the far distance; whether to grow or lax, I'm sure Mr. Time would bestow a very satisfying reward eventually.
Well, the call I received yesterday evening responding to the 'memo' had put myself at rest. Yet, a slight ray of silver lining appeared. Doubtedly in dilemma. So, I decided to wait - a week, a month, a year, a decade or even for a lifetime. 101401, Happy Huggy Day (14122011).
Anyway, tomorrow, my mom will leave Gemas to Ipoh for a body check-up, then return to hometown to continue her work as a babysitter. Thus, I'll need to rev up my profile and status here. I want to be acknowledged for my hard work and not via someone else's.
I know it's easier said than done. Finger-crossed and I shall run neck and neck with the other competitors and finally....... VOILA~ Becoming the best one! RAWR!!!!! Therefore, I ought to learn from my recollected past and apply them into my daily life.
"Where there is a will, there is a way.", so the saying goes.
