Double D

Clairvoyance -

Do you believe?

Does it exist?

Premonition -

Is it a gift?

Or is it a curse?

I kinda suspecting myself

To have unwelcome intuition

Every now and then.

This presentiment

Usually allows me to be prepared

Not to get into deep despair whenever it realizes.

Nevertheless,

I don't think it helps much

For it seems to be a double despair to me.

What say you?

NIPS

Friends,

Are like a packet of NIPS - 

Colourful;

Different sizes -

Yet they are all peanuts,

Only with various coatings.

I

Don't have NIPS often;

It has been years so it seems,

Yet,

The taste remains -

Sweet;

Chocolaty.

Friends,

Although we don't meet often;

Months or years;

It matters not

For our bond remains -

Firm;

Intertwined -

Like the good old days.

I

Believe in eternity -

Us -

As friends.

I know... I know...

I know... I know...

But

I insist... I insist...

Because

I believe... I believe...

Eventually

You will... You will...

Change

For me... For me..

ζ-Z Bond

The tale of ζ continues ...

ζ has befriended Z -

Friendship is upheld

Through cybernetic means -

Things are going fine ;

Well, at least for now.

ζ knows things may go awry

Since it is human's nature -

A new broom sweeps clean -

Yet ζ never gives up

ζ shows more concern ultimately

ζ cares Z more than A~X

For ζ does not want history to repeat itself.

ζ hopes
ζ wishes

ζ prays

Z will never shun ζ

And treasure this friendship

With utmost love and respect.

Love Loop

Seasons come and seasons go;

Memories make and memories fade.

A soft voice ultimately strikes through;

A warm hug eventually binds my soul.

It's perfectly simple,

Never is a loop -

That's the only love

Together with faith and hope.

For long I'm yearning

Since aeons so it seems.

Will it ever come to me -

Forevermore -

Will it be ?

comes rain

after drizzle

comes rain

reality turns

misty to vague

dewdrop drops

cascade falls

fantasy looms

serene to chaos

-HyD TrC-

ζ-(A~Z) Bond

There's this one thing

Deep down -

Bottomless

So it seems

In the heart

Or perhaps it no longer is an organ

Metaphorically a clump of fleshy crystal

Pumping red liquid

To be distributed all over the android

As the only source of life.

Here's the thing :

Regarding the virtual friendship

One made over the cybernetic realm -

Is it going to last forever?

Or is it not permanent?

It depends on both party

Is it not?

Well, that's what I thought until ...

There's a case :

ζ befriended with Y over the internet,

They chatted, teased, joked and even shared their deepest secrets with one another

ζ and Y were happy with the rapport they gained

Yet, ζ knew it's never going to be forever

For ζ-Y bonding was only virtual

ζ never put on much hope

Yet, trying his best to uphold the bond -

Just following with the flow.

Eventually,

It's as expected

ζ was soon being cold-shouldered by Y

ζ was down, while Y ... who knows what he was thinking/feeling

Despite having undergone the same fate over and over -

ζ-A bond,  ζ-B bond, ...,  ζ-Y bond -

ζ still was disappointed

Is ζ's people skill not good enough?

Are A~Y fair-weather?

No one knows for sure.

Nevertheless,

Z has yet to appear

Will ζ-Z face the same fate?

What's the written journey for ζ

Being special;

Weighted with responsibilities;

Burdened with expectations;

ζ's lamenting...

ζ's soul is consumed

ζ's mind is corrupted

ζ's heart is paralyzed

That's that ...