Chocolate - My Savior, My Lover

Every night,
I could easily fall asleep
As I was tired -
Mentally tired
Due to my emotional frame of mind.

Every morning,
I could easily wake up
As I was hoping
I will be able to enjoy myself
Without having to spend my life
In this small room,
Facing my laptop,
Studying for my final,
And
Waiting for calls or smses.

I realized
Recently,
I tend to get emotional easily
Even for just a very small matter -
A small argument
Or clash of opinions,
I could easily drop some tears.

I'm getting fragile;
I'm getting weaker;
I'm getting tired
Of everything that happened on and around me.
I despise my life!
I hate myself!

I yearn for a new life -
Acknowledged by everyone,
Cared by everyone,
And loved by everyone.

There is only one thing which can save me now...
And that is
Chocolate...
Yes,
The magical chocolate.
Every bite of it
Can send me to the seventh heaven of delight.
I love you,
Chocolate...

Sonata

The melody of every note
Tenderly caught my heart and soul.

The tapping of the rhythm
Gracefully brought me to the 7th heaven.

The emotion you poured into every song
Was echoing deep inside my core.

No matter how blue you were in
You completed every set by all means.

How I wish it would never cease -
Our first date of the musical eve.

巧克力

巧克力
是一个很神奇地食品
拥有许多异能。

它能带出
人心的幸福与快乐，
寂寞或悲哀。

我希望
它能永远地
给我无限的幸福和快乐。

我也希望
我能成为
一个能带出幸福与快乐的巧克力。

下雨了

昨晚
又下了一场大雨
在雨中
她狠狠地
把我杀死了

我已变了一个魂
徘徊在这个世界
盲目地寻找
属于我的
自己

郑中基 - 答应不爱你

明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底

说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

52

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My days in Wonderland,
Flowers bloomed on the land,
The scent of nectar everywhere.

A sudden tremor
Slapped on my face.
Finally I have awakened.
Yes, I'm back.

Hello,
Reality.
Adios,
Fantasy.

Tearless Cry

I was getting all emotional;
I didn't know why,
I just sensed it.
Perhaps I was just thinking too much.
I poured my temper into myself;
I kept myself quiet as my mind lingered around,
I didn't know what I was thinking,
The feeling of insecurity took over me.
I was scared that the more I voiced out,
The more dangerous it became.

So,
I remained silent.
I didn't know what to do.
I was down.
Sad.
A tearless cry.
I wonder why.

The only thing that I felt was insecurity.
I tried not to think about it,
But I couldn't command my brain.
It was too strong.

Until I reached home,
I did my chores,
Trying to stop thinking -
Cleaning my room, etc.
And spoke with my mom.
I finally calmed.
Perhaps I was just over-thinking.

Everyone has temper.
You, yourself have temper too.
Well,
That's my temper:
"Calm before the storm".

Once again,
It was my fault.
My fault for getting emotional out of the blue;
My fault for creating awkward silent moment;
My fault for the cold treat;
My fault for anything you deemed right.

Thinking back,
It was kinda scary.
I'm sorry for this scary temper of mine.
I hope there will be no storm ahead;
Rainy day shall turn to sunny again.