Today I had my Mathematical Programming exam. I think I did well for the first two questions, but I did the last question wrong. My lecturer told us the answer should be unbounded solution, but most of us got 2 optimal solutions! Our mathematical model was wrong! Thus, we might get nil for that question. Upon reaching home, I went to Facebook and typed this in my status: "Instead of nailing the questions, I get a nil. Am I not hardworking enough? Perhaps I'm just a mere lad who expects highly for an unreachable platform. Wake up, SOH JENQLII!". Now, after recollecting my thoughts and analyzing them, I begin to understand one thing, studying smart and hard aren't enough. What we need besides those two aspects is LUCK - as what I always said but yet have forgotten due to the wavering mood - WISDOM and LUCK. I hope in my forthcoming exams, I'll be fortunate enough to nail all the questions given. Well, one might say I'm a very "kiasu" person, or perhaps too exam-oriented mind, but what is my might? I know having a first class degree will never guarantee my place in the society, yet I'm still chasing the dream for I wish to make myself proud as well as my family! I don't want them to be looked down; not even a slight of oppression from any party; neither relatives nor friends. Also, I hope to reduce my parents' burden especially concerning monetary matter as I understand their circumstance perfectly. I don't care how other people look at me, but as long as I stand on my feet and never frail, I will eventually accomplish my this very dream which is one of my desires too. Okay, I know I'm getting all emotional over here, and for this has proven me that I'm a mere human who has feelings and needs to speak his heart out.
Erm.. That's all for the emotional part. Well, I went to Midvalley around 2 p.m. today with Joey, Kennt, Wei Kiat, Jared and two other friends who I know not much about those two. We went there for shopping and bowling. It's my first time playing the so-called "nightclub-style" of bowling - illuminous bowling alley, pins and balls made everything so "nightclub" to me. Anyway, I didn't perform very well today; should I put all the blames to the bowling centre? Lolz.. I think I should. After bowling, we couldn't decide what we should have for dinner until circa 30mins later, we decided to go to 小飞象 in Bukit Serdang for dinner. We chatted and I wonder what time I reached home as I didn't look at the time. Perhaps 8.30 p.m. or 9 p.m.? Lolz.. Who cares? As long as I had a great time with this bunch of buddies over there, I care not! Okay, I wish to have an early sleep tonight. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a very good day for me. Good night, peeps! ^^~
