Saturday 1 December 2012

ζ-(A~Z) Bond

There's this one thing
Deep down -
Bottomless
So it seems
In the heart
Or perhaps it no longer is an organ
Metaphorically a clump of fleshy crystal
Pumping red liquid
To be distributed all over the android
As the only source of life.

Here's the thing :
Regarding the virtual friendship
One made over the cybernetic realm -
Is it going to last forever?
Or is it not permanent?
It depends on both party
Is it not?
Well, that's what I thought until ...

There's a case :
ζ befriended with Y over the internet,
They chatted, teased, joked and even shared their deepest secrets with one another
ζ and Y were happy with the rapport they gained
Yet, ζ knew it's never going to be forever
For ζ-Y bonding was only virtual
ζ never put on much hope
Yet, trying his best to uphold the bond -
Just following with the flow.

Eventually,
It's as expected
ζ was soon being cold-shouldered by Y
ζ was down, while Y ... who knows what he was thinking/feeling
Despite having undergone the same fate over and over -
ζ-A bond,  ζ-B bond, ...,  ζ-Y bond -
ζ still was disappointed
Is ζ's people skill not good enough?
Are A~Y fair-weather?
No one knows for sure.

Nevertheless,
Z has yet to appear
Will ζ-Z face the same fate?
What's the written journey for ζ
Being special;
Weighted with responsibilities;
Burdened with expectations;
ζ's lamenting...
ζ's soul is consumed
ζ's mind is corrupted
ζ's heart is paralyzed
That's that ...