LCO's surprised birthday bash

Haha.. So, we have celebrated LCO's belated birthday yesternight.

7:30pm changed to 8:30pm but no one informed me. Tak syok lo... lolz..

Our surprised bash was spoiled by LQt. Thanks to her "... and we share the cake..." statement. We had steamboat, but NWX, CCY and I didn't eat because we have already had our dinner.

When LCO tried to blow off the candles, some candles re-ignited a few times. LOL.. Pitiful one. Perhaps he wished for a very hard-to-be realized wish. (4.00 for everyone? Hahaha...)

NWX, CCY and I went home soon after, ignoring the 2 mysterious latecomers - Ah Tung and Evelyn.

6-Day Happenings

Hey yo.. Wassup, guys? Hehe.. I've been away from this blog for 6 days and here I am.

Hmm... I've been planning what I'm going to do during this semester break, and I've yet to complete the listing. Well, so far, I've celebrated my cousin's birthday, gone out dinner with my family and met up with NWX and Alvin.

I could still remember, that day I went to NWX's house, Alvin and I almost met with an accident. A £!&%@$ motorcyclist almost collided with us! We went for dinner together, and I was stuffed with lots of pork since there were still a lot of leftovers-_-. After that, we went for a movie - Unstoppable. It was a great, thrilling movie! It's way better than Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows despite my great fondness on the magical fantasy world. We went to Giant as well as Steak Factory too.

I've been practising my cooking skills, and my dad is my white rat. LOL! Well, not a white rat in particular since my cooking is not that bad-_-. I snapped pictures of my cooking, and perhaps I'll post them up sooner or later :)

Well, recently, I've been getting myself attached to a new site. I find it kinda interesting, and I've found some friends there. Hopefully, they aren't the fair-weather type.

Tomorrow night, there will be a huge gathering cum belated birthday bash in LQt's house. It's going to be fun. I can't wait for it! :D

P/S: No more emo stuffs to share for now. I guess I'm back to square one. =)

Selfish

劝别人不要想太多，但却是自己想得最多。哈哈哈… 我曾对灯火发誓，如果我不能把他彻底地放下 我 ‘苏政澧’ 这三个字倒反来写！ 恐怕这次我骗不到自己啦。我就做 ‘澧政苏’ 吧…

LOL.. This is what I've posted in my Facebook and MSN yesterday (edited version). Frankly, I did have a slight emotional moment yesterday. I didn't know why I posted that as my status. I knew that person would definitely see it, and it might affect that person as well. It's kinda a regrettable act. I wonder if I should refrain myself from posting such an emotional status again after this. Anyway, I did feel relieved after posting it up; it calmed me. However, if this renders another person to have the opposite feelings as what I'm having, I'm just a selfish creature. To be able to put down the matter, I need to face it. Yeah, FACE IT...

Gambatte, I can do it!

澧政苏 is going to become 苏政澧 in no time!

Reluctance

Today will be my last day staying in Serdang for this semester. I'll be going back to my hometown, Teluk Intan, Perak soon. Perhaps an hour later. I'm waiting for Jared to carpool me.

I don't really have the mood to go home now, despite my great longing back to home a few weeks ago. I wonder why. I've been posting statuses in Facebook expressing myself about my reluctance.

Yesterday, I posted:

明天我就要回家了。这个学期就这样结束了。有一点点不舍得这里咯… 不舍得朋友们… 没关系啦。 还有 facebook 和 msn，我们可以继续保持联络的^^.. 去读书的，去玩的，去做工的 或 呆在家的朋友们，祝你们有一个愉快地生活咯！

Eight hours ago, I posted:

我很不舍得我在这里认识的朋友们。如果有人陪我熬夜聊天我就不睡觉。让我怀念这几个月来的酸甜苦辣。

Even though I'm reluctant to go home, I ought to go for some reasons which I think I should just keep them to myself. Hmm.. Actually, blogging makes me reminisce a lot of memories - good and bad ones. Lolz..

Enough... STOP!

Life during exam week is a total boredom to me. I couldn't spend my time enjoying activities I've always been doing. Worse yet, I've been battling my inner self not to reminisce my past. I want to have a carefree life. I want a life without worries. I want back my naive frame of mind. I wish I won't experience those devastating traumas, but I couldn't bend time; I couldn't reverse the ever-flowing time. No use crying over spilt milk. Nevertheless, I've learnt a lot and grown a lot. I will make use of this precious experience as my future guidance. I know it's easier said than done, but I hope I could engrave it in my heart and never fret. This is not a doomsday anyway! Every end is a new beginning, so I must not give up. I ought to persevere to see through these hardships!

Enough...
Soh Jenqlii, STOP reminiscing already!!!!

(面线 & honey lemon ) vs 巧克力

还记得面线和《honey lemon》的故事吗？

巧克力的故事呢？

现在，

我累了
无言啊~

真的是
两败俱伤呀~

还是先做回
平凡人好了~

Chocolate - My Savior, My Lover

Every night,
I could easily fall asleep
As I was tired -
Mentally tired
Due to my emotional frame of mind.

Every morning,
I could easily wake up
As I was hoping
I will be able to enjoy myself
Without having to spend my life
In this small room,
Facing my laptop,
Studying for my final,
And
Waiting for calls or smses.

I realized
Recently,
I tend to get emotional easily
Even for just a very small matter -
A small argument
Or clash of opinions,
I could easily drop some tears.

I'm getting fragile;
I'm getting weaker;
I'm getting tired
Of everything that happened on and around me.
I despise my life!
I hate myself!

I yearn for a new life -
Acknowledged by everyone,
Cared by everyone,
And loved by everyone.

There is only one thing which can save me now...
And that is
Chocolate...
Yes,
The magical chocolate.
Every bite of it
Can send me to the seventh heaven of delight.
I love you,
Chocolate...