My Life in this Hamlet

My life in this hamlet -

It seems peaceful;

It seems successful;

It seems carefree.

My life in this hamlet -

It is boring;

It is tough;

It is idle.

My life in this hamlet -

It is a place without much entertainment;

It is the weight I'm shouldering;

It is the unfrequented life I'm bearing.

My life in this hamlet -

It ought to be altered;

It ought to be upheld,

It ought to be improved.

My life in this hamlet -

It is something which has to be accentuated;

It is something which needs to be attended;

It is something which is worthy to be looked into.

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这是当我还是个孩子时

死记硬背下来的

乘法表 

从来没想过要去背下更多的乘法

或许

我不应该继续下去了

就让

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是我永远的最后一个记忆中的乘法

127

My first sleepless night in these 127 days

Tired but couldn't have my eyes closed tight

One wave after another wore me off

All I could do now is to let them fade

Embracing my destined fate

And go with God 

Vow

You seem to be engrossed with the negativity of the circle.
Sorry for not being able to drag you out from it.
Though, I will never force you to get rid of the addiction.

I'm sure one day you will realize

And get into a better path,
Because I was once there.

Do keep in touch with me,

When you' have returned.

I'll never cold-shoulder you,

For you are my friend.

The vow I made with you -

Now and forever.

B-U-S-Y

B-U-S-Y

Can really be a great excuse for everything -

For friends, lovers, enemies or even strangers.

"Sorry, I am busy. I'll talk to you later."

Simply means that one is actually busy and will get back to you when one is free.

"Sorry, I am busy."
It implies one has had enough of you.

"I am busy."

This connotes one is fed up of your bugging.

"Busy."

Obviously it denotes, "Just get the hell outta my life!"

To put it in a nutshell,

When one really cares for you,

Despite one's hectic schedule,

One will definitely sort out some of his time to accompany you -

Even if it is just for a brief moment of time.

Thus,

Why do you keep concerning yourself about the "busy" cuss?

Why do you keep getting into one's shoes when one doesn't have the liking for you?

Why do you keep disgracing yourself by imploring for a glimpse of attention from him?

Why do you keep holding on to your stand when others tell you to turn a blind eye to him?

Well,

"I just don't wanna lose my friend."

Martyr

It is better to mingle with low-profile individuals than to mix with extrovert cum high-profile people. The latter seems to be incendiary at times; thus enervates one's vitality - akin to a martyr to arthritis.

-Jenqlii-

34-Hour

34-Hour,

You made me feel something unique -

Something which I have never felt before.

Your scent was zesty,

Your eyes, your ears, your lips -

Everything was too good to be real.

The dream I had,

The tears I rained,

The emptiness,

The uncertainty -

Desperation?

I halted to ponder -

The addictive crave you put on me,

I doubt it was just a dream.

I believe the care I showed

Was indeed truthful,

From the core of my very heart.
It was worthwhile;

Although it was just

34 Hours.